Leo Louis McPhee

Hi Baby

Well another school year ends for some reason it tears me up I have not got of bed for two days. Dad fell apart again the other day he said Rose I thought this pain was healing God how wrong I was

 Leo I try to go on honest I really do but I can't without Leo there is not a moment I think of you I am haunted with fears of how you areand if you are looking for your Mom do you cry for me like I cry for you.There was two kids killed this weekend God I knew the pain another family was going to feelHow lost they would be. I sent a small note of comfort to their families I hope it helps but knows it won't.I want you to visit Vince for me tell him how much your Mom apprecate his love and prayers he such a kind soul he nevers forgets

I got to go Honey I feel like my heart is going to bust in a million pieces it like I can't breathe I am shattered and can't be put back together again

Love you darling always

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             In Loving Memory of ~Angel~ LEO

Hi Baby I had  ahorrible dream last night ,you were alone & looking for me.Leo I search every where for you I look for your face in strangers,I beg for a touch of your angel wings.I keep asking God when he did not stop this game that took you away,But Leo because of your death many have lived I have a lot in your memory tv interview to bring awareness to the kids,

Good night my love

McPhee-Leo –In loving memory of our wonderful son Leo

Who died three years ago today March 21,2006 at the age of sixteen.

Your smile is the warmth I feel from the sun,

Your laughter when any bird sings,

Your voice is the breeze that swirls 'round my head,

And your breath is as soft as your wings.

We know you are always

Only a whisper away

So deeply Loved & Missed

Forever & Always

Dad Mom & Danielle

My Dearest Leo

I miss you beyond any words the emptiness is so intense it hard to live each day with the pain .I do for you because I know you would never want me to give up.

I miss our talks, our time on the swing I miss making you cheeseburgers, mac & cheese for your dinner our miss your daily phone calls hey mom what up I MISS YOU VOICE WHISPERING THE WORDS  I LOVE YOU IN MY EAR.

I sleep with your hat on my bed post I smell it before I go to bed each night ,Leo I want you back I ask God to please take me to you but he won’t and I can’t .

I don’t feel you with me like I used to do .Your 19th is next month hope you have a beautiful birthday in heaven.

I am sorry I got to go now Leo my heart can’t do this it hurts to badly it aches my tears are like a river I hide them until they over flow and flood my soul

I love you my  Son my dream my live my everything

Tonight your prom night you will never see

Or a beautiful princess on your arms

Listen & dancing to your favorites songs

Who would be your date be it’s a mystery to me

I have imagine you in a tux

So charming & handsome beyond belief

My little man who never grew up

Sweet sixteen you will always be

Tonight I will sleep with tears on my pillow

That will run down my cheeks

Then again it’s the usual thing

It another first that I hear so much

It a kick in the gut I know so well

It’s where grief now dwells

Tonight I did not see what I wanted to see

My Leo’s being the man he always wanted to be

I love you dearly can you see

I pray for a sign or a message

From heaven saying

To say mom I am ok

I am with you I love you to

I will visit you mommy real soon